kara

I've been thinking for a while about the meaning of something, always catch myself thinking that I'm not enough and not perfect the way I'd like to be. sometimes I can even explode like a kitten haha, but yeah I'd describe this whole nightmare not as life but as a paradox. we're always contradicting either ourselves or others. luckily I found at least some kind of path of faith for myself - kinda like zen buddhism. wouldn't say of course that it's faith, religion or even philosophy. just a humble path mmm yeah. well I love creativity sometimes, even though I got a dead state both material and spiritual, I make music, well as music I'd say I just hop into the program and click all kinds of buttons... to create sound... hehhe and yeah it turns out to be music, main thing is that people think so haha. fan of astronomy, physics and other stuff that's beyond earth, but myself in calculations, math is zero, by the way chess also hits for chill orrr even fires me up gxgx. anyway thanks for stopping by checking real quick and reading, I'll keep creating music and giving joy to everyone and the next generation, main thing you be careful out there reader. -kara.